I Need To Chill

I have this restlessness inside me. I walk quickly, talk quickly, work fast, drive fast. I want to be everywhere and I don't want to miss anything. I always have one eye on the time, get stressed if something takes too long. Go go go. Even when I rest I constantly look at the time, oh so tired, only three hours before I have to go to bed and then get up for a new day of go go go. Hate adverts because they waste my time. Always try to get places as quickly as possible, even if I am not really in a hurry. Go go go! Always counting minutes, in the morning when I snooze my alarm, at lunch when I go for a run and try to get back to work as quickly as possible, driving home as fast as I can as I want my precious minutes of relaxation. Then up again and go go go with whatever I am doing that day. Full steam ahead. Chasing the minutes. Tick tick tick.

I need to just stop and breathe. Let things take their time. Enjoy the walk to the car instead of jogging. Enjoy driving my car and listening to music. Stop making deadlines for myself where there aren't any.

I just need to chill.

Cats know how to chill