Eff running!!

Gaah!! I am fed up with this sh't! Again tried running on my lunch break and my stupid bloody legs wont carry me and my stupid freaking lungs wont work with me. Whyyyyy!? Why doesn't it get easier?
I have worked so effing hard, keep running even though I struggle and I don't get any result. F's sake!

Soon I wont have any running buddies left, they must get fed up with jogging slowly next to me, trying to get me through the run. I'm sorry!!

I bloody hope that there is something wrong with me so I can fix it, it shouldn't be like this!

 

I am fed up with this